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Name: Joel
Country: Japan
Birthday: 1/21/1986
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Interests: Jesus Christ, Misti Nichols, Jesus Christ, Japan, Jesus Christ, The Bible, Jesus Christ, Japanese language, Jesus Christ, Manga, Jesus Christ, Mopeds, Jesus Christ, Pocky, Jesus Christ, a trillion other things I'm too lazy to write or can't remember, Jesus Christ
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

The Shortest Distance Between Two Points is Not Cincinnati

Lately, it seems that my relationship with God has been focusing on itself. No huge leaps and bounds of faith, or massive revelations of truth; just a slow, steady growth closer to Him. I suppose it kind of matches my pace of life after Japan and this summer (slowed down)(relatively speaking). A couple of weeks ago I took a rather interesting, and I suppose bold, step.

I asked God to show me that He loves me.

Something specific. Something unique and special to me. Something personal. I admit, it felt rather...brash to be doing such a thing. Me? Ask God for more? After all He's done? Without offering anything in return? How dare I.
Around the same time, I found out that I had a school holiday coming up soon (I'm not sure how I missed the fact until then...). Some small voice in the back of my head suggested I try to go see Misti. Yeah right. Get plane tickets only two weeks in advance? I'm a college student. I have to scrap money together to get a plane ticket two years in advance (okay, I hyperbolate) (is that a word? Because if it isn't, I'm coining it right now.) (it means exaggerate, if you didn't guess) (It's a legitimate word. I took a previously existing word and modified it using the rules of grammar. Isn't that how words were coined? So...stop being a word Nazi and let other people coin words.) Anywhoo, I digress. Due to the awesomeness of this guy, I got standby tickets for affordable. I got off of work. I actually got on the plane.

And God said, "Yes, I do love you."

Sooo...I had an amazing school holiday. And it wasn't just my time with Misti; I learned stuff about my family, had some good times with God, and hung out at Michigan State's library and cafeteria (which is pi^3 times better than Georgia Tech's cafeteria).
Now the return trip is interesting; I'm stuck in Cincinnati thanks to canceled flights and airline pilots having more priority than me on standby. Speaking of which, I think I need to head to my gate right now. Probably.
For your homework assignment, read this article and write a 10 page paper on it. Or just tell me what you think about it. Or just click on the link and look at the picture. Or ignore it and have a good time on the internets. Or go read a book. Yeah, go read a book.

God loves you too.


Wednesday, September 12, 2007

I'm too lazy to write the title that was originally here

Not that I've been doing the greatest at updating anyway...but it's always about the past, and at this rate I'll be retired (will I ever retire? will you ever retire?) by the time I'm writing about graduating from college (hahahaha....graduate.) Anyway...to summarize;

I am at good ol' Georgia Tech, having switched majors to International Affairs/Japanese (did I talk about this before?). I'm taking 6 courses right now...all on Tuesdays and Thursdays (except for a one hour class on Wednesday). Classes are...well, I am learning. Praise the Lord. Japanese is the only class I really get excited about...the rest aren't lame, but eh.

I'm working at Sushi Yoshi, a Japanese restaurant a few minutes away. Last week I pulled somewhere around 32 hours. I'm on track to do it again this week. I'm hoping that whoever disappeared for the past couple weeks come back soon...I don't mind working that much, but it makes it hard to find study time.

Me and God...we're doing alright. I need to stop whining so much (mostly about not being married to the most wonderful gal I know). I need to spend more time with Him. I need to spend more time in His Word. But He still loves me anyway...reading Isaiah right now. Looking for a good book to read...any suggestions?

Being an INTA major, I guess I've just started turning to world news as a habit. Lately, a couple things have stuck out. a) Prime Minister Abe is going to resign from Japan's government. That's really only significant if you're trying to follow Japanese politics, I guess. b) Relations between Iran and the US don't seem to be getting better. Getting worse is more like it. Accusations of the US supporting rogue Iranians attacking Iran, Iran shelling Iraq...and crazy stuff. So...a) do you think the US and Iran will go to war? b) If so, when?

How has God shown you that He loves you today?

This comic sums up the internet pretty well;


Sunday, August 26, 2007

Japan: Nagashima is...

So we were going to be living on a island for the summer...in southern Japan. It just happened to be the rainy season too, and we had a few good storms to boot. Which is good. God's way of giving life to the numerous rice paddies that were strewn across the mountainsides of Nagashima - er, Japan. Honestly, I don't remember being anywhere in Japan that had a flat horizon (except for the sea...). It's just crazy bumpy. With lots and lots of trees. And considering how the main roads between cities are all toll roads, we took a lot of winding back roads to get around.

Nagashima is...well, I suppose you could call it a dying island. The average population is growing older (which is true for most of Japan, but extremely so in Nagashima) as young people leave to attend college and find jobs that aren't farming or fishing. Yes, farming and fishing constitute the work in Nagashima. Our good friend Yuya was in the last class to graduate for Nagashima High School before they shut it down - everyone else was being sent to boarding school off of the island. Like Mana, Yuya's younger sister (we'll visit them another time). Houses and the like were a bit aged, there were only a couple gas stations, and only one Family Mart (*gasp* more on that later as well). No big stores or malls or anything like that. It doesn't have or is even near a train station, which is a big deal in Japan.

We were probably the only foreigners the people of Nagashima had ever seen in their lives apart from television. Needless to say, we were the subject of much curiosity (which is true is several parts of Japan, as it is a mostly homogeneous nation) and stares. People constantly asked us how tall we were. Or how much we weighed. Or if we had ever been in a shootout (only once - but someone did ask). And as foreigners, we stood out. Physically. Behaviorally. And spiritually (which is both a good and unfortunate thing to say, I suppose). The people of Nagashima, like most Japanese, where for the most part very cordial and willing to go out of their way to accomadate us and provide us with unique cultural experiences (most of these organized by members of the church).

Nagashima could, at times, become extremely hot. Which brings us to a unique point in Japanese culture that we will be revisiting when winter rolls around; houses do not have central heating or cooling. In fact, only businesses really tend to have them. Sure, there are wall mounted AC units and the like, but they aren't that cheap to run, so if you have them you don't really use them unless you have to. Which was really only on Sundays. I was kind of surprised about the lack of central climate control, which is not unique to just the countryside, but we learned to live with it.


Thursday, July 12, 2007

Japan: Get you GRIT on

Norman Smith came to pick us up and take us to what can only be described as backwoods Japan. A tiny island named Nagashima that few Japanese outside of the surrounding area know exists. For some silly reason I had figured that "people = city" in Japan, so I was a bit surprised to see the opposite. Don't get me wrong. I loved it. It was just not what I was expecting. Then again, not many things in life are.

Misti, Dan, Pastor Graber and myself arrived on the early end of the group...Tim had already been with Norman for a bit. Four crazy guys from Iowa showed up, along with Susan's younger sister Merilee from Korea (she had been teaching at a school there). We began with introductions from each other and a summary of what was to come; we would be staying at the second floor of the church for the duration of the summer program. I remember wondering how things were going to go; at that point I was only thinking of the summer. I don't think the fact that I was going to be in Japan for a who year had sunk in yet. Norman had a good, tough routine for us. Lots of exercise. Everyone leading devotions. The guys preach once at the English service that had been set up at the church (it was really more of a service for us; other than the pastor and his wife [more on them to come] no one really came). We had some books on mentoring and leadership that we would be going through. Japanese lessons. Visiting other churches.

Then Norman asked for group leaders for the small groups we would be splitting up into. I don't really remember why I raised my hand; maybe I was hoping to stretch myself even more, maybe I felt prompted by God, maybe I was a little bit off at the moment, maybe all of the above. I was given Dan and Merilee for my group. The oldest member and the youngest member? What kind of strangeness will this lead to? I had no clue of what I was supposed to do; I mean, come on, I'd only been following Christ for one year. What could I do?

In my diary (no, I am horrible at keeping it), I wrote down these verses on the day after we arrived in Nagashima:

For you were called to freedom, brothers. Only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another. For the whole law is fulfilled in one word: "You shall love your neighbor as yourself." - Galatians 5:13-14

In my diary I underlined the words "serve one another". In a way, that's what the summer became about. Thinking about it now, how often do I serve others out of love now? Do I really serve, no thought of anything in return, just to love, just to make someone feel loved, just to share what Christ has given me? The answer is not satisfactory. Yet I want that service to grow out of love, not because I "know I should". Just looking back through my diary, thinking about how I was as a young Christian, I noticed how knowledge replaced wonder as I grew in Christ. A couple weeks ago I caught a moment of that wonder again as I looked out the window and saw a streak of lavender in the midday clouds. Like God had taken a brush and made a single stroke across the sky. The impression of wonder I had still remains like a fingerprint on my mind; I wish I could grasp more moments like these, just in awe of God and his glory...


Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Japan: An Introductory Course in Local Delicacies

I ended up arriving one week before the summer program was officially starting, so I stayed with some different missionaries for the time being; Bill and Becky Petite. I can not do justice to their awesomeness. Becky had been raised in Japan as a missionary kid (oh MKs....), and her brother was deaf. So she is fluent in: English, Japanese, English sign language, and Japanese sign language (yes, there is a whole different set of hand signals, which I never really thought about until I saw it...) Bill is amazing just because he is Bill. The church they are planting, Kibou Baptist Kyoukai (Living Hope Baptist Church), is a little under half deaf. Which is neat. One of the deaf members used to be in the deaf Japanese mafia. Oh yeah. There is such a thing. I'll write more on this church later, because I stayed there at the end of my year.

The first week was spent getting used to the culture. Right from the airport they took Misti and myself to kaiten sushi. A normal sushi restaurant with a conveyor belt running through it. You just take what you want and eat it. Each plate is color coded for price, so when you're finished they count up your plates and give you the bill. We had some octopus, which is really really good.

On Monday we went driving around the country side, just sightseeing. I got some horribly bad cramps from a bentou (boxed lunch) and ended up going to a local clinic for a shot of pain reliever. We also tried and refused to eat tonjiru, some kind of soup with all sorts of Japanese specialties thrown in. If you weren't raised in Japan, real washoku (Japanese traditional food) is something you have to develop a taste for.

Part way through the week we picked up Pastor Graber and his son Dan from the airport. Pastor Graber would be spending the first half of the summer with us, while Dan would be participating in the entire program. Program...I don't think I've really talked about GRIT that much...

GRIT stands for God's Recruits In Training. Norman Smith, a new missionary to Japan just in his first term, had the idea to bring a group of college students to Japan for some leadership training and culture shock. Some of the more veteran missionaries weren't too sure about it, but Norman was willing to sacrifice a whole lot to get it done. His wife, Susan, was expecting in the middle of July, and he took charge of a crazy group of college students and two high schoolers for that time. He slept less than we did (cause we kept waking him up), juggled a whole lot of responsibilities to get GRIT off the ground. God really worked through him then, and I believe is still working through him now. He and his family (along with Keiko, more on her later) are currently in the States on furlough. You can read his blog here.

Anyway, after that first week at the Petites was over, we headed on down to Nagashima to join up with the rest of the group.



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