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Name: Joel Country: Japan Birthday: 1/21/1986 Gender: Male
Interests: Jesus Christ, Misti Nichols, Jesus Christ, Japan, Jesus Christ, The Bible, Jesus Christ, Japanese language, Jesus Christ, Manga, Jesus Christ, Mopeds, Jesus Christ, Pocky, Jesus Christ, a trillion other things I'm too lazy to write or can't remember, Jesus Christ Expertise: Failing miserably at pretty much everything I try...good thing God loves me no matter what I do. Occupation: Missionary/Student Industry: Umm...following God
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Member Since:
8/31/2004
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| Lately, it seems that my relationship with God has been focusing on
itself. No huge leaps and bounds of faith, or massive revelations of
truth; just a slow, steady growth closer to Him. I suppose it kind of
matches my pace of life after Japan and this summer (slowed
down)(relatively speaking). A couple of weeks ago I took a rather
interesting, and I suppose bold, step.
I asked God to show me that He loves me.
Something
specific. Something unique and special to me. Something personal. I
admit, it felt rather...brash to be doing such a thing. Me? Ask God for
more? After all He's done? Without offering anything in return? How
dare I. Around the same time, I found out that I had a school
holiday coming up soon (I'm not sure how I missed the fact until
then...). Some small voice in the back of my head suggested I try to go
see Misti. Yeah right. Get plane tickets only two weeks in advance? I'm
a college student. I have to scrap money together to get a plane ticket
two years in advance (okay, I hyperbolate) (is that a word? Because if
it isn't, I'm coining it right now.) (it means exaggerate, if you
didn't guess) (It's a legitimate word. I took a previously existing
word and modified it using the rules of grammar. Isn't that how words
were coined? So...stop being a word Nazi and let other people coin
words.) Anywhoo, I digress. Due to the awesomeness of this guy, I got standby tickets for affordable. I got off of work. I actually got on the plane.
And God said, "Yes, I do love you."
Sooo...I
had an amazing school holiday. And it wasn't just my time with Misti; I
learned stuff about my family, had some good times with God, and hung
out at Michigan State's library and cafeteria (which is pi^3 times
better than Georgia Tech's cafeteria). Now the return trip is
interesting; I'm stuck in Cincinnati thanks to canceled flights and
airline pilots having more priority than me on standby. Speaking of
which, I think I need to head to my gate right now. Probably. For your homework assignment, read this article
and write a 10 page paper on it. Or just tell me what you think about
it. Or just click on the link and look at the picture. Or ignore it and
have a good time on the internets. Or go read a book. Yeah, go read a
book.
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| Not that I've been doing the greatest at updating anyway...but
it's always about the past, and at this rate I'll be retired (will I
ever retire? will you ever retire?) by the time I'm writing about
graduating from college (hahahaha....graduate.) Anyway...to summarize;
I
am at good ol' Georgia Tech, having switched majors to International
Affairs/Japanese (did I talk about this before?). I'm taking 6 courses
right now...all on Tuesdays and Thursdays (except for a one hour class
on Wednesday). Classes are...well, I am learning. Praise the Lord.
Japanese is the only class I really get excited about...the rest aren't
lame, but eh.
I'm working at Sushi Yoshi, a Japanese restaurant
a few minutes away. Last week I pulled somewhere around 32 hours. I'm
on track to do it again this week. I'm hoping that whoever disappeared
for the past couple weeks come back soon...I don't mind working that
much, but it makes it hard to find study time.
Me and
God...we're doing alright. I need to stop whining so much (mostly about
not being married to the most wonderful gal I know). I need to spend
more time with Him. I need to spend more time in His Word. But He still
loves me anyway...reading Isaiah right now. Looking for a good book to
read...any suggestions?
Being an INTA major, I guess I've just
started turning to world news as a habit. Lately, a couple things have
stuck out. a) Prime Minister Abe is going to resign from Japan's
government. That's really only significant if you're trying to follow
Japanese politics, I guess. b) Relations between Iran and the US don't
seem to be getting better. Getting worse is more like it. Accusations
of the US supporting rogue Iranians attacking Iran, Iran shelling
Iraq...and crazy stuff. So...a) do you think the US and Iran will go to
war? b) If so, when?
How has God shown you that He loves you today?
This comic sums up the internet pretty well;
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So we were going to be living on a island for the summer...in
southern Japan. It just happened to be the rainy season too, and we had
a few good storms to boot. Which is good. God's way of giving life to
the numerous rice paddies that were strewn across the mountainsides of
Nagashima - er, Japan. Honestly, I don't remember being anywhere in
Japan that had a flat horizon (except for the sea...). It's just crazy
bumpy. With lots and lots of trees. And considering how the main roads
between cities are all toll roads, we took a lot of winding back roads
to get around.
Nagashima
is...well, I suppose you could call it a dying island. The average
population is growing older (which is true for most of Japan, but
extremely so in Nagashima) as young people leave to attend college and
find jobs that aren't farming or fishing. Yes, farming and fishing
constitute the work in Nagashima. Our good friend Yuya was in the last
class to graduate for Nagashima High School before they shut it down -
everyone else was being sent to boarding school off of the island. Like
Mana, Yuya's younger sister (we'll visit them another time). Houses and
the like were a bit aged, there were only a couple gas stations, and
only one Family Mart (*gasp* more on that later as well). No big stores
or malls or anything like that. It doesn't have or is even near a train
station, which is a big deal in Japan.
We were probably the only
foreigners the people of Nagashima had ever seen in their lives apart
from television. Needless to say, we were the subject of much curiosity
(which is true is several parts of Japan, as it is a mostly homogeneous
nation) and stares. People constantly asked us how tall we were. Or how
much we weighed. Or if we had ever been in a shootout (only once - but
someone did ask). And as foreigners, we stood out. Physically.
Behaviorally. And spiritually (which is both a good and unfortunate
thing to say, I suppose). The people of Nagashima, like most Japanese,
where for the most part very cordial and willing to go out of their way
to accomadate us and provide us with unique cultural experiences (most
of these organized by members of the church).
Nagashima could,
at times, become extremely hot. Which brings us to a unique point in
Japanese culture that we will be revisiting when winter rolls around;
houses do not have central heating or cooling. In fact, only businesses
really tend to have them. Sure, there are wall mounted AC units and the
like, but they aren't that cheap to run, so if you have them you don't
really use them unless you have to. Which was really only on Sundays. I
was kind of surprised about the lack of central climate control, which
is not unique to just the countryside, but we learned to live with it. | | |
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Norman Smith came to pick us up and take us to what can only be
described as backwoods Japan. A tiny island named Nagashima that few
Japanese outside of the surrounding area know exists. For some silly
reason I had figured that "people = city" in Japan, so I was a bit
surprised to see the opposite. Don't get me wrong. I loved it. It was
just not what I was expecting. Then again, not many things in life are.
Misti,
Dan, Pastor Graber and myself arrived on the early end of the
group...Tim had already been with Norman for a bit. Four crazy guys
from Iowa showed up, along with Susan's younger sister Merilee from
Korea (she had been teaching at a school there). We began with
introductions from each other and a summary of what was to come; we
would be staying at the second floor of the church for the duration of
the summer program. I remember wondering how things were going to go;
at that point I was only thinking of the summer. I don't think the fact
that I was going to be in Japan for a who year had sunk in yet. Norman
had a good, tough routine for us. Lots of exercise. Everyone leading
devotions. The guys preach once at the English service that had been
set up at the church (it was really more of a service for us; other
than the pastor and his wife [more on them to come] no one really
came). We had some books on mentoring and leadership that we would be
going through. Japanese lessons. Visiting other churches.
Then
Norman asked for group leaders for the small groups we would be
splitting up into. I don't really remember why I raised my hand; maybe
I was hoping to stretch myself even more, maybe I felt prompted by God,
maybe I was a little bit off at the moment, maybe all of the above. I
was given Dan and Merilee for my group. The oldest member and the
youngest member? What kind of strangeness will this lead to? I had no
clue of what I was supposed to do; I mean, come on, I'd only been
following Christ for one year. What could I do?
In my diary (no, I am horrible at keeping it), I wrote down these verses on the day after we arrived in Nagashima:
For you were called to freedom, brothers. Only do not use your freedom
as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another.
For the whole law is fulfilled in one word: "You shall love your
neighbor as yourself." - Galatians 5:13-14
In my diary I
underlined the words "serve one another". In a way, that's what the
summer became about. Thinking about it now, how often do I serve others
out of love now? Do I really serve, no thought of anything in return,
just to love, just to make someone feel loved, just to share what
Christ has given me? The answer is not satisfactory. Yet I want that
service to grow out of love, not because I "know I should". Just
looking back through my diary, thinking about how I was as a young
Christian, I noticed how knowledge replaced wonder as I grew in Christ.
A couple weeks ago I caught a moment of that wonder again as I looked
out the window and saw a streak of lavender in the midday clouds. Like
God had taken a brush and made a single stroke across the sky. The
impression of wonder I had still remains like a fingerprint on my mind;
I wish I could grasp more moments like these, just in awe of God and
his glory...
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I ended up arriving one week before the summer program was
officially starting, so I stayed with some different missionaries for
the time being; Bill and Becky Petite. I can not do justice to their
awesomeness. Becky had been raised in Japan as a missionary kid (oh
MKs....), and her brother was deaf. So she is fluent in: English,
Japanese, English sign language, and Japanese sign language (yes, there
is a whole different set of hand signals, which I never really thought
about until I saw it...) Bill is amazing just because he is Bill. The
church they are planting, Kibou Baptist Kyoukai (Living Hope Baptist
Church), is a little under half deaf. Which is neat. One of the deaf
members used to be in the deaf Japanese mafia. Oh yeah. There is such a
thing. I'll write more on this church later, because I stayed there at
the end of my year.
The
first week was spent getting used to the culture. Right from the
airport they took Misti and myself to kaiten sushi. A normal sushi
restaurant with a conveyor belt running through it. You just take what
you want and eat it. Each plate is color coded for price, so when
you're finished they count up your plates and give you the bill. We had
some octopus, which is really really good.
On Monday we went
driving around the country side, just sightseeing. I got some horribly
bad cramps from a bentou (boxed lunch) and ended up going to a local
clinic for a shot of pain reliever. We also tried and refused to eat
tonjiru, some kind of soup with all sorts of Japanese specialties
thrown in. If you weren't raised in Japan, real washoku (Japanese
traditional food) is something you have to develop a taste for.
Part
way through the week we picked up Pastor Graber and his son Dan from
the airport. Pastor Graber would be spending the first half of the
summer with us, while Dan would be participating in the entire program.
Program...I don't think I've really talked about GRIT that much...
GRIT
stands for God's Recruits In Training. Norman Smith, a new missionary
to Japan just in his first term, had the idea to bring a group of
college students to Japan for some leadership training and culture
shock. Some of the more veteran missionaries weren't too sure about it,
but Norman was willing to sacrifice a whole lot to get it done. His
wife, Susan, was expecting in the middle of July, and he took charge of
a crazy group of college students and two high schoolers for that time.
He slept less than we did (cause we kept waking him up), juggled a
whole lot of responsibilities to get GRIT off the ground. God really
worked through him then, and I believe is still working through him
now. He and his family (along with Keiko, more on her later) are
currently in the States on furlough. You can read his blog here. Anyway, after that first week at the Petites was over, we headed on down to Nagashima to join up with the rest of the group. | | |
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